Heart's Want

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Heart’s Want
Chapter 1
Bo Buchanan walked into his station.  He had been the commissioner of Llanview for nearly 3 years. In those three years he had done lots of good, but he also lost a wife and ran through several girlfriends.  Problem for Bo was the woman he really wanted was completely off limits. Nora Buchanan. Beautiful and smart, but married to his older brother.
There were days he would daydream of what would had happened if he had met her first instead of Clint.  He’d imagine they'd dance and eat junk food, while their beautiful children ran around in the yard. But, that didn’t happen, his brother met her first.  
Bo can still remember the first time he saw her.  It was a party for his nephew Kevin, Bo had been hearing about the two Gannon women who stolen two Buchanan’s men’s hearts. He laughed with his brother, teasing him, then she walked in. Her red shining, her brilliant smile, and her legs..what he wouldn’t give to run his hands up and down them. She walked towards him, Bo nearly fell over himself, he wanted to meet this woman. Then his brother moved forward, calling her name then kissing and embracing her. Bo felt the disappointment, but she was his brother’s, so he shrugged it off. As time went Bo’s feelings grew, before he knew it, he was in love with Nora. Within a year she and Clint were married.
Bo dealt with this in the only way he knew. He went from woman to woman. When he became police commissioner he decided to settle with a bitch named Lindsay. To say their marriage was a disaster is an understatement.  They had meet and married all within a month.  Nora, Clint, and Asa all pleaded for him to slow down. He ignored them, in the back of his mind if he married he’d get over Nora. It didn’t, as time went on Lindsay hate for Nora became obvious.  He filed for divorce 6 months later. When Lindsay moved out she caught him by surprise.
“You know Bo, our marriage never worked because there are three people in it.”
“I have NEVER cheated on you”
“Maybe not physically, but Bo you are in love with Nora”
He of course told she was crazy and she scoffed as she left. Here is was nearly 3 years since Lindsay left and he never thought of her, but Nora was in his heart even more.


Chapter 2

Bo sat as his desk trying to get all the paperwork done. Someone knock on the door, he summoned them. When he saw the red hair his heart stopped, he wondered if he’d ever have a different reaction to her.

“Hey Commish!”
“Hey Red.”
“Hey I wanted to know if you know anything about my new client.”
“Sure, who is it?”
“Harry Wright.”
“Nora, no! Don’t defend this guy!”
“Well I am, what is about him that makes you react like that?”
“Have you met him yet?”
“No”
“When, you do please have a man with Nora. Promise me!”
“Okay okay, what is wrong with him?”
“Nora he is a serial rapist and I am almost positive his has killed. He has real issues with women. I don’t want you to be at the wrong side of anger with him.”
“Well unfortunately the court assigned him to, I have no choice.”
“Damn, please Nora, be careful.”
“I will”
Nora stood to leave, but stopped. She went over and kissed Bo on the head.
“What was that for?”
“For always looking out for me, Clint is going to be out for the next few days, you want Red Hots?”
“Loved too, can’t tonight, how about tomorrow? I’ll pick you up around 7?”
“Fabulous, what would I’d do without you for help me with bad food habits?”
Bo laughed as she left.  His heart felt that familiar sting when she left.  He looked down at his desk “damn paperwork.”

Chapter 3
The next two days at work flew. Bo was in extremely good mood knowing he'd get to spend the evening with Nora. He started closing up shop, he walked out of the floor. He was heard with a man screaming.
“You whore, you are worst lawyer in history, you did this on purpose.”
Bo felt his anger rise, he is not going to take this happening to anyone, then he heard another voice.
“Mr. Wright please calm down, I had nothing to do with the judge’s decision to not give you bail.”
“Listen her Miss Brains, you may be married to a big shot, but I don’t take shit from a woman ”
Bo was in his face in seconds.
“You better apologize to her right now”
“Oh Mr. Commissioner coming to the defense of you slut sister-in-law?”
“I don’t allow anybody to be talked to like that in my station, apologize or I’ll will make sure you stay at the State is the worst you’ve ever experienced.”
“Yeah, whatever. Sorry….you know I bet you amazing on your back.”
The officers were able to keep Bo from attacking Nora’s client.
“GET HIM OUT OF HERE NOW!”
The officers took that scum away. Bo looked over at Nora was shaking.
“Let’s get out of here Red.”
Nora nodded. Bo took her in his arms and walked out with her.
Bo drove them to Red Hots. Nora was quiet the whole ride in.
“Red?”
“I am sorry Bo, I’d never had a client talk to me like that.”
“I told you he was bad, I wish I could have done something to get you out of it.”
“You have no control of the court system.”
“I know.”
“Bo.”
“Yeah?”
“I have something else bothering me, besides that creep.”
“What is wrong Nora?”
He saw her eyes starting to tear, he felt fear rip through him.
“Nora?”
“Bo, I don’t want you be in the middle of this.”
“Nora, I don’t care, what is it?”
“Bo, I think your brother is cheating on me.”
“What! No way, he loves you.”
“Bo, Clint and I have had issues for a while now.”
“What? Why didn’t either one of you tell me?”
“Because we wanted to try to work on it without others interfering.”
Bo became lost in thought trying to think what he should do next.
“So you two have been having issues, what make you think he is cheating?”
“Nothing big, lots of little things. I been getting the calls with the hang ups, he has been out of town more often, his clothes often smell of perfume, and a few other things. Bo I am sure his is cheating on me.”
“What are going to do?”
“I don’t know..truthfully Clint and I have been drifting for about a year.  It hurts that he’d cheat on me, but at the same time, it is kind of a relief, maybe we can just end this marriage.”
Bo grabbed her hands. Nora looked over at him, crying. He felt his heart squeeze he loved her so much.
“Bo, I am more afraid of losing my best friend..you.”
Bo breath caught.
“Red, you will never lose me, I will be here for you and Clint, no matter what.”
Nora began to sob, he pulled her over to him and held her.
“So, you want hot dogs or not?”
Nora laughed in his chest.
They ate their dinner, Bo took her home.
“Nora? What are going to do about Clint?”
“I am going to ask him point blank when he gets home.”
“What happens if he says no”
“I don’t think that will be his answer, but if he does I will have no choice but to believe him.”
Bo nodded. He watched her get out and walk to her door. He sat in his car for another 10 minutes before he headed back to his apartment. When he got there he collapsed in the couch. What did this mean? If Clint and Nora broke up, did he have a chance with Nora? Should be even try to go after her, would his brother hate him? Then he shook his head, no point in thinking about this, when he didn’t even know if Nora and Clint would break up.

Chapter 4
Bo woke up to knocking. What in hell? Bo answered to door. Clint was on the other side.
“What can I do for big brother?”
“Nora and I are splitting.”
“Oh.”
“You are not surprised?”
“Umm, no. Clint Nora told me last night you two had been having issues and that she thought you were cheating on her. Were you cheating?”
Bo watched his brother pace. Clint stopped and looked at Bo.
“Yeah, I’ve been cheating on Nora.”
“What the hell is wrong with you, she is a great woman!”
“Yes she is, but there is something missing between us, I don’t know what. I love her, but there just something wrong.”
“So instead of leaving her, you cheated on her?”
Clint looked down in shame.
“That was incredibly stupid of me, it just happened.”
“Clint. I already told this to Nora. I am here for both of you, ok? Don’t put me in the middle if it gets dirty.”
Clint nodded.
“Where are staying Clint?”
“Umm, actually she moved out.” Clint put his hands up “Hey I was ready to leave, but she insisted she wanted move out.”
Bo nodded.
“Clint” Bo sighed unsure if he should broach this subject already. “Clint, I am in love with Nora, have been since I meet her.”
“I know.”
Bo’s head jerk up.
“How? I never, mean I..”
“Bo, I have always been able to read you like a book. And you’re face says it all when you see my wife.”
Bo was stunned. He wasn’t sure what to think of this.
“How long have you known?”
“When you married Lindsay”
“Lindsay!”
“Yeah, you may have not realized it, but when Lindsay and Nora happened to be in the same room, your focus was not on Lindsay, but Nora. It never wavered Bo, you’d hang on every word Nora said, but ignored you wife.  To me it was obvious.”
“Why didn’t say anything?”
“Because I was pissed that you had feeling for my wife, really Bo, you loved the woman I loved. It pissed me off. But I got over soon enough, when I realized you had always been love with her, but didn’t try anything.”
“I never would Clint.”
“I know.”
“Clint?”
“Bo” Clint sighed, “I know what you want to ask, but it is too soon, give me some time.”
“Okay”
Bo felt a bit of hope for the first time in years, he may be able to have Nora.
“For what is worth Bo, I am positive Nora love’s you too, I just don’t think she realizes it.”
Bo was shocked.
“What!? Why do you think that?”
“Bo she has a problem in her life, who does she go to? Not me, not her daughter, you.”
“We are friends, that is all.”
“No it isn’t Bo.” Clint sighed “I got to get back home then get a hold of my lawyer; I think Nora and I want to get this over fast.”
Clint left, Bo closed the door. He tried to process what had happened. For now he’d stay away from Nora, he didn’t think he could trust himself to keep her at arm’s length anymore.

Chapter 5
The next month Clint and Nora’s marriage had been over. Bo had overall been very good at staying away. Nora would stop in the station and they’d eat lunch.  Nora seemed to understand his need to stay away while the divorce was going on. Luckily both Nora and Clint kept level heads, both had plenty of money and there had been no kids, it made everything go smooth.
Bo was in his apartment listening to oldies when he heard a knock. He found Nora wearing a tank top and shorts holding a bag of food.
“Hey Bo, want to go out to the beach and have junk food fest!”
Bo laughed.
“Love to! Let me grab a radio and we can have some music with that junk food!”
Bo and Nora arrived at the private beach Asa owned. Not a soul in sight. Nora laid her towel and removed her tank and shorts revealing a bikini. Bo tried to keep eyes off of her, but couldn’t. He’d never seen something so sexy. Maybe this hadn’t been the best idea.  They spent the afternoon eating, dancing and swimming. It was one of the best days he’d ever had. The sun began to go down, Bo laid on the towel.  Nora got out the water and walked over to him. She laid next to him watching the sun.  It soon became cool, Nora turned to her side and wrapped her arm around Bo’s waist cuddling to him for warmth. Bo heart speed up, he put on arm on hers and the other around her waist pulling her closer. Nora sighed. Bo turned his head and kissed her hair.
“Nora?”
“Hmm?”
“Nora I have something important to tell you.”
Nora lifted herself on an elbow and look at him.
“What is it Bo?”
Bo had butterflies in his stomach.
“Nora I love you.”
Nora laughed
“I love you too Bo!”
“No, Nora, I am IN love you. I have been since I first saw you.”
Nora sat up completely.
“Bo. I, I don’t know what to say.”
“You don’t have to say anything, I mean you and my brother just go a divorce. I can’t expect much from you.”
Nora looked stunned, then she hit her head with hand.
“Oh my God, I am so stupid, I should have seen this.”
“Nora, you shouldn’t have. I don’t expect anything; I just needed to let you know.”
Nora smiled and caressed his face.
“Thank you Bo.”
She leaned down and kissed him. Bo instantly responded. His hands went to her hair. Nora adjusted her body down on to his. They lay on the beach passionately kissing for a good 10 minutes. Nora pulled away.
“Bo, I think I need to stop and think about this, you are my best friend and the brother of my ex-husband. To say this is complicated is an understatement.”
“I understand. I love you Nora that is all I want you to remember.”
Nora kissed him again.
“Let’s get out here.”
Chapter 6 (mature for violence)
The next few weeks had been interesting. Nora was killing him.  She let him kiss her, but always stopped and wouldn’t let them define what they were doing.  Bo knew it was a good thing not to rush this, but had loved her for so long, he just wants to hold her and love her.
Bo was on the phone when an officer came running in without knocking. The officer looks very worried. Bo hung up the phone.
“Officer what is wrong?”
“Harry Wright escaped from Statesville sir!”
“Shit! When?”
“Almost 6 hours ago!”
“6 hours and we are just finding out.” Bo stopped and looked at the officer he had a feeling there was something else he had to tell. “Officer..has anyone called Nora?”
The officer looks like a ghost.
“Sir, we have and nobody knows where she is.”
Bo ran out fast. He had to find her fast! Bo called everybody he could think of and nobody had seen her.  Bo stopped at his apartment first, he need to find some addresses that he kept in a book at home.  He opened the door, stuff was torn apart. Bo pulled his gun and began to move into the apartment. He heard noise coming from the bedroom. He slowly made his way to room. As he got closer he realized it was bed springs he was hearing. Did someone come rob him and decide to have sex? He opened the door slowly and put his gun in the room as he walked in. What he saw nearly made him throw up. Wright was on top of Nora ,in his bed, raping her.
Bo put his gun to Wright’s head.
“Get off her now” Wright laughed and slowly lifted up.
“What is wrong comish? Pissed I got her in bed first?”
“SHUT UP!”
He looked over at Nora, who was tied down, completely naked, tears streaming down her face. Bo reached down and covered her as he kept his gun on Wright.
“Well comish let me tell you, your girl is a 10.
Bo hit him in the face with is gun. Wright passed out.  Bo ran over to Nora and untied her. He held her tight as he called for backup. Nora sobbed as she began to tell him what happened.
“Bo. He came to my office and held a gun to me and told me to come here. Bo I thought he was going to kill you then me, instead he he..”
“Shhh, it ok, you don’t have to tell me.”
He felt Nora’s body shake. The back up finally showed up. Bo escorted Nora to the hospital.  He hadn’t been allowed to go with her in the room. He sat in the waiting room with his head in his hands. He was so angry and worried.  Angry at the court system for not only allowing that monster to put away years ago, then forcing Nora to be his attorney, he was angry at the prison for allowing him escape, he was angry at himself for not being there and letting this happen to Nora.  Then he was worried, worried that Nora would never recover from this, worried this will prevent Nora from ever loving him. Bo lifted his head when heard the door open.  It was Clint and his father. They walked over a sat on either side of him.
“Bo we just heard what happened. How is she?”
“Umm, I am not real sure. She wasn’t in good shape when I found her.”
“Bo what happened?”
“Well apparently earlier today this psycho escaped from Statesville, but someone failed to inform the LPD that he had escape.” Bo stood up, his anger no longer allowing him sit he continued. “An officer ran in to tell me, my first thought was Nora. He told me they couldn’t get a hold of her. I ran home to look up some names and numbers I had.” Bo swallowed “My place had been tossed, I heard a noise from my bedroom, I went in...I found...I found him on Nora..I.”
Bo couldn’t continue. Asa stood up and held his youngest to him.
“It is okay Bo, Nora is strong.”
Bo tears came down and he nodded. He felt his brother’s hand on his back. Bo turned around, Clint was also crying, he and Nora may have been divorced, but this hurt him too. The door to waiting room opened.
“Commissioner?”
“Yeah.”
“Can I talk to you in back alone?”
“Yeah.”
Bo shook his brother and father’s hands and followed the doctor to the back.
“How is she doing doctor?”
“I am not going to lie, she is has a very long road. From what I could tell he was very rough with her body. I also think he messed with her mind.  She was very worried about you, asking if you had been hurt.” Bo put his head in his hands again. “Commissioner, I think he told her he’d kill you if she didn’t do what he told her.” Bo felt the tears coming. “Right now she is sedated, her body has a long time for healing, but she’ll need counseling.”
Bo nodded.
“Can I see her?”
“Yeah, if she wakes just try to keep her calm.” Be nodded and walked towards her room.

Chapter 7
Bo sat next to Nora. He held her hand as he looked at her. She looked so beautiful. His mind kept flashing to the awful images of what happened in his apartment. He brushed her hair off her face. Nora eyes opened, she looked confused.
“Hey beautiful.”
“Bo?”
Bo lifted her hand to his lips. He saw it her eyes when she remember, it broke him. She began to cry. Bo stood and sat next to her in the bed, he slowly put his arms around her. He didn’t want to scare her. He held her for a good half hour until she fell asleep. Bo soon felt his eyes get heavy and fell asleep with her in his arms.
Bo dreams haunted him. He dreamt about what he found his apartment. Nora underneath that monster. Her face filled with fear and tears. Bo ran to them to help her and couldn’t get Wright off of her. Wright turned to Bo while raping Nora, “Your bitch is a 10”. Bo felt anger and fear. He jerked awake.
Bo looked down, she was still asleep, he took some deep breaths to calm himself down. He kissed her hair and held her closer. He heard a knock and the door opened.
“Sorry to bother you commissioner.”
“What is it lieutenant?”
“It’s Wright, he says he wants to talk to you only.”
“No.”
“Boss, he said he’d give you information on his other rapes and a few murders.”
Bo sighed, he had no desire to see that monster. He looked at Nora and kissed her hair again. Gently he put her back to bed trying not to wake her.
“Fine, but I will only stay if he gives facts, if he goes off I am out of there.”
Bo kept his eyes on Nora until she was out of sight.

Chapter 8
Bo walked in to station. It was quiet, too quiet. He looked around, the entire department looked awful. Nora was a main staple here at the station, between her relationship with Bo and being a defense attorney everyone knew her. This attack on her hit home. The officers started to notice him, each looking at him with pain and pity.  He walked towards the back where he knew Wright would be.  John was already there on the outside.
“Bo, I am sorry.  I’d never call you, but he insist on it.”
“It’s okay John, let’s get this over with.” 

Bo walked in the room with John, no way he trusted himself alone with this bastard.
“Ok Wright, I am here, what do you want?”
“How’s my sexy attorney?”
“You talk about her one more time and I am out of here.”
Wright rolled his eyes and sighed. Bo held himself in, he just wanted to rip this guy apart.
“Fine, I’ll tell you all about my fun times with all sorts of woman in the tri-state area.”
Bo looked at John who nodded that all devices were recording. But Bo thought he better ask one question..
“You want an attorney.”
“Nah, the one I’d want is the one already fucked.”
Bo held himself back. Bo sat and listened to Wright tell disgusting horror stories for an hour. Bo finally had enough. He stood up and started to leave.
“Wait commish, don’t you want to know one more very important one?” Bo turned to him.
“You have 10 minutes.”
“Well, I’ve had my eyes on this one for months. Beautiful and a spitfire. She stood up to me more than anyone I’ve ever meet. Then one day I made my move. I took her an important place, I made her think I’d kill the man she loved. I had her strip for me, I tied her to the bed and had my way with her. She fought, oh did she fight, but it made it so much hotter. I held her there for 4 hours enjoying her. Then you came in a ruined all my fun.”
Bo stood up and slugged the bastard. John grabbed Bo and pulled him out of the room. John let go of Bo who slammed his fist in the wall. His fingers began to bleed, but he didn’t notice.
“That son of bitch had her in my apartment for 4 HOURS! I want the warden on the phone NOW!”
“Bo you need to calm down.”
“CALM DOWN! John did you just hear him? He rapped Nora in my apartment for FOUR HOURS! We were not informed for nearly SIX! GET ME THE WARDEN.” 

John sighed and nodded.
Bo went to his office.
“He’s on line 3 Bo”
Bo picked up the phone.
“What the hell is wrong with you? Why did it take you 6 hours to inform my department that Wright had escaped?”
“Buchanan you have no right to talk to me like that. It was an oversight.”
“OVERSIGHT! I have a woman in the hospital right now who was raped and tortured by this man for nearly 4 hours. If we had known right away we could have stopped him.”
“There is no way of knowing you could have prevented it.”
“Yes there, the woman he took was his attorney. I found them in my apartment, he raped the women I love in my apartment, your incompetence caused this.”
Bo hung up on warden.
John came in.
“Wright wants to talk to again.”
“No, he is never going to talk to me ever again. I have to go back to the hospital, I’ve left Nora alone for too long.”
Bo left without looking back.

Chapter 9
Bo walked back into the hospital and went directly to Nora’s room. She was in there with her doctor, she had been crying. They looked up at Bo when he walked in. Nora’s eyes seemed so sad, then her eyes grew wide.
“Bo what happened to you hand?”
Bo look down and cursed himself, he forgot to clean himself up.
“Umm, it had a run in with the wall.”
“Bo it looks broken.”
“I’ll get looked at soon.”
He walked over and kissed her forehead. He looked over at the doctor.
“Well how is it doctor?”
The doctor seemed reluctant.
“It’s ok, Bo needs to know.”
“I was telling Ms. Buchanan about different options of termination.”
“Termination?” Bo swallowed hard trying not to let his emotions get to him. “Is she pregnant?”
“It is too early to tell, but we have some options for her to ensure that if she is, the pregnancy will never come to term.”
Bo let out a sigh of relief, he wasn’t sure what he would do if that monster had impregnated her. Then he had another painful thought.
“I am not sure how to put this, will this hurt any chances of her conceiving again?”
He heard Nora gasp.
“We don’t know the damage yet, we will need to an exploratory surgery when she heals up more to tell what the chances are of her having children will be.”
“Thanks.”
“In the meantime, Nora you need to stay off your feet for the next two day.” The doctor pulled out a card and handed to both Nora and Bo. “This is the number for the hospital rape counseling, I suggest you both use it.” Bo nodded and held Nora’s hand. “I am releasing you, do you have someone who can help you around?”
“I’ll stay with you.”
“Bo, you can’t you have work and your own place.” Bo cringed.
“I can take some leave and I don’t plan to ever live in that apartment again.”
Bo saw Nora’s eyes well and her nose turn red. He kissed the top of her head.
“I’ll never leave you alone Red.”
They both began to cry. The doctor left them giving them some time.
They held each other for several minutes, the doctor returned.
“I have the paperwork started, it will be another hour before you can go, Mr. Buchanan why don’t you get that hand checked out while we finish up.”
Bo nodded and kissed Nora one more time and walked down to Larry’s office.
Larry saw his hand and knew what happened, without saying anything Larry cleaned and wrapped it up.
“Tell Nora we’re all praying for her and you.”
Bo nodded and left to go get Nora.
They were bringing the wheelchair in the room when he got there. He helped her out of the bed and into the chair. He could tell she was in a lot of pain. He ran ahead of them to get the car.

Chapter 10
He decided that the Palace hotel wasn’t a good place for her to be. He had already called his father and made other arrangements. Nora was asleep in the passenger seat, she didn’t notice them passing the hotel.
Bo pulled into the driveway of on his father’s guest homes. He saw Nigel coming out of the house. He quietly opened the door and went to see him.
“Hey Nigel, everything set up?”
“Yes, your father had Ms. Renee send everything over right away. I got everything put away and ready for you and Ms. Nora.” He saw Nigel look behind him towards Nora. “How is she sir?”
“She’s in pain and we both have a long way to go, but she is strong and will survive this.”
Nigel nodded.
“I’ll leave you two then, if you need anything let me know sir.”
“I will and thank you so much Nigel, we both truly appreciate.”
“I know sir.”
Nigel made his way to the main house. Bo walked backed to the car and got back in. He stroked her cheek saying her name gently. Nora slowly woke, confused by her settings.
“Where are we Bo?”
“We are Asa’s, this is one of his guest houses. I thought it be easier than the hotel. You’d have help, but also lot of privacy and protection.”
Nora smiled at him and put her hand on his face and gave him a small peck on the cheek.
“Thank you, and thank Asa for me.”
“He loves you Red.”
“I know, I love the old coot too.”
Bo got out of the car and helped her out on her side. Nora held him tightly as they walked to the door. He showed her around the house, it was a small ranch making it easy for her to get around until she healed.
“It’s a beautiful place. Bo, what is going to happen with Wright?”
Bo’s heart stilled, he figured she ask, but not today.
“Red, he’ll be going away this time, I promise, we got me as a witness and his confession to several other crimes.”
“Confession? When did that happened?”
Bo looked at her unsure what he should or shouldn’t tell.
“When you were asleep in the hospital he summoned me, he wanted to talk, but he’d only talk to me.” Bo felt her stiffen. “Red?”
“It’s ok Bo, what did he tell you?”
“Basically he gave me story after story of all the horrible things he did.”
“Did he talk about me?”
“Yeah”
“So you know how long he had me.”
“Yeah, baby I am so sorry, I wish”
He couldn’t finish his thought, he started to cry.
“Bo this isn’t your fault.”
“I know, but I should have known, damn warden!”
“Warden, what does he have to do with this?”
Bo sighed his anger rising.
“That son of a bitch didn’t tell us that Wright had escaped until 6 hours later.”
“WHAT!”
“Yeah, I could have stopped him from hurting you if I had been told.”
Nora face was red, with anger.
“I am going to get that warden fired as soon as Wright is in jail!”
Bo laughed, at least she still had her spirit.
“I’ll help you honey!”
“Damn right you will, incompetent bastard.”
They heard the door knock, Bo went answer it.
“Clint!”
Chapter 11
“Clint”
“Hey Bo, just here to check on my ex and you.” Bo moved to the side to let him in.
Clint walked towards the room Nora is in.
“Hey ya beautiful”
“Hi Clint”
“I just had a few things from Pa to drop off and I wanted to see you were ok”
“I am doing better”
“Good” Clint looked at Bo. “I am happy my little brother is here to look after you.”
Nora smiled really smiled since rape. She looked over at Bo.
“Me too.”
“If either one of you need anything, call Nigel, if he isn’t available then call me.”
They all laughed. Clint kissed Nora’s cheek and left.
“I am happy you two are civil”
Nora nodded
“Bo I am hungry”
“What you want?”
“Hamburger and fries. Oh and root beer with maybe some ice cream for dessert”
Bo laughed glad to see his girl was still herself. He runs to the other room and makes the call. He comes back and finds her in a ball crying.
“Oh baby, Nora honey?”
Nora lets go of her legs and pulls him close to her. He holds her as she cries, smoothing her hair and rubbing her back. Whispering that he is her for her and he’d never let her go.

Chapter 12 (mature)
The next few months are extremely painful for both Bo and Nora. They go to counseling, they each have a support group and they have a couple counseling. Bo has take and indefinite leave from the station. Nora healed physically fully  in a couple of weeks. She started to have random burst of rage. Both Bo and Nora experienced night terrors from the rape. When Nora wake in terror Bo just hold hers and tells her how much he loves her. The doctor did exploratory surgery, they found some tearing, but nothing that won’t prevent her from having more children. Bo keeps it to himself how thrilled he is, he doesn’t want to scare her by telling her his dream of her carrying his children. The Hank has kept them informed about the situation with Wright. He finds himself extremely relieved when Hank said neither him nor Nora would have to worry. No trial was going to be needed. Wright pled guilty.
Bo is starting to see Nora come back to herself, as she does he feels himself return.  One night they were dancing around the house and goofing around. Nora fell into his lap, they both laughed. Nora began to kiss him, passionately. Bo couldn’t stop himself, his hand began to roam her body. Before he knew it they were on the floor with Bo on top of Nora. He kissed his way down her neck as his hand reached under her t shirt. Bo felt Nora’s small hand on his back try to remove his shirt. He lifted up and removed it and then finished removing hers. He bent back down his lips kissing her creamy covered mounds. Nora moaned and arched her back. Bo found her clasp and removed her bra. Bo sat up a bit and looked down at her body, she was so beautiful. He reached out and placed his hands on her breasts, he heard Nora gasp. He looked up from his task. Her eyes hooded with passion, her hand reached out to him. She placed her palm on his face and ran her hands down his chest. She continued her path reaching his jeans. Bo gasped in surprise as reached inside his jeans and boxers and touched his hardening penis. Nora gave him a wicked smile as she pulled him out. Bo groaned and thrust slightly, he bent down and took her breasts in his mouth, playing with each of them as she continued to play with him. He felt his body respond to her and placed his hand on top of hers. He took her hand and kissed it.
He reached between them and reached for her jeans, he opened the fly and slowly removed them from her body, he repeated the process for her panties leaving her naked for his eyes. Bo stopped what he was doing and look at her. Her skin was flushed her eyes bright. His heart ached. He’d never seen something this beautiful before.
“Red, you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.”
Nora eyes watered as reached for him.
“Oh Bo.”
Bo felt her pull him towards her. He kissed her with a great deal of passion. Bo removed his pants all the way. His hands roamed her body. He kissed down her body. He got to her core and stopped. He looked up at her face, making eye contact he took her in his mouth. Nora shuddered and moaned. Bo felt her wetness meet his mouth, she tasted so good. He removed his mouth, and slowly separated her lips with his fingers. Nora’s breathing became louder. He slowly entered her tightness with a finger, his eyes never leaving hers. Nora’s hips began to move. Bo put her engorged clit in mouth and sucked. Nora screamed and tossed her head back. Her hips arched off the ground. Bo added another finger, her hips ground shamelessly into them. He pulled out and kissed her bulb one last time.
He pulled his body in line with hers.  He kissed her trying to pour all his love in the kiss. He props himself on and elbow as he guides him to her wet opening. He slides himself over her opening a few times. He looks in her eyes and kisses her. He slowly and gently enters her welcoming body. He feels Nora hands grip his shoulders as he enters her. Both moan. Bo feels himself fill her to completely. God, he was actually inside the woman he loved, the most beautiful creature in the world. He closes his eyes and puts his head on her shoulder. He tries to gain control of his body. He hears Nora moan and pump her hips. Bo breaths a few times the feeling of pleasure was so intense. He starts to move with her. Slowly slipping in and out of her tight body. He felt Nora begin to tighten around him. He put his finger on her tiny button and pressed hard. Nora screamed bucking her body as her tunnel pulled him her body with tight spasms. Bo couldn’t take it anymore he spilled deep her body. He fell on top of her body groaning. He licked her breast of few times. Then he looked up at her. He stroked her face and looked in her eyes.
“Red, I love you so much.”
He saw Nora stop breathing. She looked in his eyes. Suddenly Bo saw her face change. He saw fear. He lifted himself up.
“Red?”
Nora began to cry, she covered her body with her arms.
“Red? What is wrong”
She wouldn’t speak. He watched as she scrambled for her clothes and run to the bathroom. Bo sat on the living room floor naked totally completely confused. He heard her crying through the door, his heart broke. Maybe he pushed her to hard, maybe she wasn’t ready for sex yet, maybe..Oh God,.Bo mind raced, a million things going through his mind. He heard the bathroom door open. He got up putting his pants back on.
“Nora?”
Her eyes nose were red from crying. She looked at the ground.
“I am sorry Bo, that should have never happened.”
“Red, no, what was about to happen was beautiful. If you aren’t ready, that if fine, but I am happy it happened.”
Nora looked over to where they made love and shook her head.
“Why are you shaking your head, honey? What is going on?”
“Bo that shouldn’t have happened, I..I don’t love you..I don’t think I ever will.”
Bo’s heart shattered. The woman he had loved for over 5 years was breaking him.
“Nora, no..that is not true. You’re just scared.”
Nora shook her head.
“No Bo, that is just it, I am not, I just.. I will never love you the way you want me to. That was a stupid mistake on my part.”
Bo felt his rage build. He had to get out of that house fast. He grabbed his shirt and left slamming the door.

Chapter 13
His anger kept building. What in the hell does think she’s doing? She knew he loved her well before this happened. Bo could still smell her arousal on him. He went to lake nearby. He jumped in completely clothed. He had to get her smell of him. He scrubbed, then he stopped and sat in the lake and cried. He couldn’t believe it. He has spent 5 years of his life loving Nora from afar. He tells her loves her, then something awful happens, then she rips his heart out. Bo screamed in frustration. He heard someone walk by.
“Bo?”
“Hey Renee.”
“Bo what happened.” Bo shook his head.
“I just made love to Nora and told her I loved her.”
“Oh Bo! That is wonderful.” Bo laughed.
“Yeah it was, until she told me she’d never love me like I love her.”
“Oh no. Bo I am sure she is just scared.” He shook his head.
“That is what I told her and she told me straight out that wasn’t the case.”
“Oh Honey, I am so sorry, but you should give her some time. She is still raw from the attack, it’s only been 5 months Bo.” Bo put his head in his hands.
“I know, it just, making love to her was like coming home.”
“Give her time.” Bo nodded and head back to the house.

Chapter 14
Bo finds Nora in the house dressed with a suitcase, crying.
“Red?”
Nora jumped, she must not have heard him come in.
“Bo, I think it is time I found a different place to live, for both of our sakes.”
“No Nora, please I am sorry how I reacted. I love you so much, but I need to accept you don’t love, I don’t want to live without you.”
Nora wouldn’t look at him.
“Bo, I can’t live with you like this, I just keep hurting you. You are the last person in the world I want to hurt. You are my best friend and I need you.”
Bo walked over to her and hugged her.
“You will never lose me.”
Nora held him and cried.
“Bo, I still need to leave.”
Bo hugged her tighter.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
“Before you leave, give me one minute to get something.”
Nora nodded. Bo ran over to Asa’s house. He came back a few minutes later and handed Nora a box. She took it and opened the box. He head shot up and looked back down.
“BO! I can’t take this, it was your mothers.”
Bo picked up the gift and took it out the box. It was his mother’s wedding ring on a chain. He opened the necklace and put it on Nora.
“Nora, this ring was given to be my mother, she wanted me to give it to my soulmate. Nora that is you. You may not love me like I love you, but can you deny we aren’t soulmates?”
Nora clutched the ring her hand. Bo lifter her face forcing her to look at him.
“Nora?” Nora shook her head as she cried. “Take this, that way I know I am always with you, no matter what.” He kissed her. “and if you ever decided to love me back, you’ll already have the ring, I love you Nora Hanen Gannon Buchanan.”
Nora half laughed and half cried. Bo head a car horn. Nora picked up her suitcase, hugged him and left without a word. Bo heart broke for the second time in one day.

Chapter 15
A year goes by Bo and Nora patch things up and remain close friends. Bo wants more, but knows not to push, he is happy she is in his life. Nora started back up her practice about 9 months after the rape, first thing she did was get the warden fired from his job. Bo felt nothing by pride.
He was in station BSing with some of the officers when Nora walked in. Bo gets a huge smile on his face, then he notices she isn’t alone. She is with a very good looking guy that appears to be barely 30. What in the hell is this! Bo tries to calm his nerves. Nora approaches him and hugs him.
“Bo, we still on for dinner?”
Bo looks at the young man who obviously has a thing for Nora.
“Umm, yeah. Chili dogs right?”
Nora gives him the smile that makes him weak in the knees. She turns towards her companion.
“Bo this is Trent Rainer, he is the new hot shot lawyer in town. I was showing him the station and a few things around town. Trent, this Bo Buchanan, the police commissioner, don’t get on his bad side.”
Trent’s eyes never wavered from Nora’s face as he shook Bo’s hand. Bo felt he jealously flare.
“So Trent? New hot shot? How you liking Llanview?”
Trent gave a large smile and laughed.
“Well I love it so far,” Trent eyes went up and down Nora’s body “especially all the gorgeous views.”
Nora blushed. Bo felt rage, he want punch the punk and knock out his perfect teeth. Trent puts his hand out.
“Again nice to meet you comish. Nora, we are going to be late for that meeting with Fitz.”
Nora nodded.
“Yeah, we better go.” Nora hugged Bo and kissed his cheek. “I’ll see you tonight! I want some Johnny B. Good!”
Bo laughed.
“Only if you are good Red, only if you are good.”
He watch her leave the station. His heart did its familiar yank whenever she left. He wondered if he’d ever have her.

Chapter 16 (Mature)
Bo and Nora have a fabulous night. They start at the hot dog stand and end up at Rodies. They meet Hank and Sheila there. They all start to drink a lot. Bo feels the effects and decides he better call a cab for he and Nora.  He and Nora take the cab to her house. He helps her in, both are giggling at each other. Nora walks towards her kitchen to get coffee. Bo sits on her couch and starts a movie. Nora comes out with two cups. They start drinking the coffee and watching the old movie. Bo feels Nora scooting closer to him, he puts his arm around her and kisses her hair. He loves having her near like this.  Bo stiffens, he feels Nora hands wandering. Bo pulls her away.
“Nora you're drunk.”
“Bo are you drunk?”
“No, I am pretty sober right now.”
“Me too, please Bo”
Nora kisses him. She feels so good. Her hands travel under his shirt. Bo moans as her nails scrape his chest. She removes his shirt and rains kisses on chest. Nora stands and removes her clothing for him. Bo mouth waters at the sight of her naked and aroused. His hearts skips a beat when he sees she is still wearing his mother’s ring. He reaches out and holds it to her heart. He cups her breasts and uses his thumb to play with the hard nipples. Nora gasp throwing her head back. She moans his name. He can’t take it anymore. He stands up and presses her body to his. He kisses her neck and lets his hand wander her body. He feels Nora open his fly and push his pants down. He begins to move them towards her bedroom. Nora’s hands have made to inside his boxers. She pushed him on to her bed. She sees her lick her lips. She puts him in her mouth. He moans loudly, her mouth is so hot and wet it feels like heaven.  Nora begins to slide up and down his shaft using her tongue to swirl around him. Bo grunts and grabs the sheets when Nora begins to swallow him down her throat. He can’t help his hips began to move in and out of her mouth. He feels himself nearing the edge. He pulls her up off his manhood. Nora giggles and licks her lips. He moans and grabs her body to his.  He throws her on the bed and crawls up her body. Nora moans and spread her legs wide. Bo looks down. He uses a finger and strokes her once Nora arches and moans.
“BO PLEASE FUCK ME!”
Bo growls, he mounts her body hard. This time is nothing like their first. Bo plunders her body like his is possessed. She feels so hot and wet and so good. He pushes in hard and fast. Nora moans and and plays with her breast as he pounds her body. Bo feels himself starting to throb in her tightness. He puts his finger on her button. Her reactions is immediate he feels her tighten around him. It is almost painful how tight she gets. Bo begins to slam into her with all he has. He feels her walls spasm around him, it is more than he can take and he fills her. Bo slumps to the side of Nora. Both are breathing hard. Bo moans.
“Baby, that was fucking amazing.”
Nora laughed, trying to catch her breath.
“Yes it was.”
Nora curled around Bo and kissed his chest. Bo held her close. His heart nearly exploding for happiness. They feel asleep in each other’s arms.

Chapter 17
Bo woke very early. He smiled when he felt Nora curled around him. He remembered last night. I had been amazing. He looked down at her and saw the ring he had given to her around her neck. He picked it and looked at it. Maybe she’d let him put on her finger after this. He slide out of bed, careful not wake her. He dressed kissing her hair.  He left, he wanted to get breakfast for when she woke up. Bo smiled the whole way into town and the whole way back. Life was perfect. He pulled up to Nora’s house and frowned when he saw another car in front. Who would be here this earily. Then he saw the door open, his face fell and his anger started. It was Trent. Trent turned around and Nora came out. He saw Trent hug her.Then Nora went back in and Trent followed. Bo couldn’t stand it anymore. He peeled out of her driveway. He found the closest open bar and began to drink.
Bo stayed at this bar for hours. He was so pissed at himself and at Nora. Nora, he had loved her for so long. He let her set the terms and she used him. He looks at the clock, he better head home.
Bo arrives home and steps inside, he sees her. She is so beautiful, his heart hardens, no more, she used him and he wants nothing more.
“BO! Where have you been, I woke up all alone. Then I couldn’t find you all day, I was so scared”
“I went to get breakfast.”
“And you got sucked into a bar instead? Bo you are drunk.”
“Nora what do you take me for?”
Nora looked at him confused
“Bo? What do you mean?”
Bo anger began to surface.
“I mean, am I just something that you use for amusement? Something to keep on a short string and hurt.”
Nora actually started to look a little frightened, but Bo was too gone to see it.
“Bo I don’t know what you mean, I’ve never thought of you like that, I lo--”
Bo cut her off
“I know I am your best friend, best friends who you can never love, but you’ll let me fuck you!” Nora jumped like she had been slapped. Her nose began to turn red.
“What? NO!”
“Nora I saw Trent go into your house, while you were still in a robe, still smelling of me!!” Nora face turned to stone.
“I think I need to leave.” Bo scoffed
“Yeah so can find pretty boy and let him fuck you” Nora anger was showing.
“Damn it Bo! You know me better”
“You are nothing but a whore, I bet you even let Wright fuck you, it probably wasn’t rape.”
Nora stood unmoving in front of him.He could see her tears.
“Bo, we are done.”
With that she left him. Bo was too drunk to realize what had really happened. He drug his drunk ass to bed and slept it off.

Chapter 18
Bo wakes up with a horrible headache, no memory of what had happened. He makes his way to the bathroom and showers. Feeling some what human he walks towards the front door to get the paper. He stops dead in his tracks, he suddenly remember. Then the whole day before flashes before him. Making love to Nora, seeing Trent, the bar,and oh god he did not say those things to her. Oh God, no. He needed to find her fast and crawl on his knees and beg her forgiveness. Bo drove as fast as could to Nora’s, he knocks, but there is no answer. He uses his keys and opens the house. It is empty. Bo sees a paper in the middle of the room he picks it up.
Bo,
I am sorry that our friendship ended this way. But you have hurt me beyond words. Please let me go, find someone who makes you happy.
Love,
Nora
Bo fell to his knees and cried. He lost her, his soulmate, his heart hurt more than he thought possible. He stayed in the apartment for hours like that, trying to find some sanity to it all. He found none. He took her letter and put in his pocket. As he went to leave he saw something at the corner of his eye. It was his mother’s ring. He had truly lost her.

Chapter 19
Bo’s life was miserable for the past year. He lost the woman he loved more than anything because of his own stupidity. Bo try to find Nora, but came up empty handed. His family has about disowned him. Asa was particularly upset when Bo had told what had happened. Bo lived his life like a zombie, Nora filled his thoughts all day long. He wish he could find her and tell how sorry he was, he was such an idiot.
He came home to his house and picked up the mail. There he saw it, Nora’s hand writing, it must have been lost in the mail for almost two months, the post date was from August. His heart stopped. He opened the letter. At first he was totally lost, they seemed to be legal papers. Then he read them. He dropped them as realized what they said. Nora had a baby, his baby. These paper were about custody. He sat on his couch stunned.
How could he have screwed this up so badly? He had always dreamed of Nora having his children, and now she has, and she wants nothing to do with him. But Nora being Nora wanted to make sure she was fair and allow him custody rights. He looked at the papers again. They had a little girl. Emma Renee Buchanan born on August 5th. She was only two months old. Bo cried, for what he lost what he had caused Nora to lose and for his baby girl that will never know what her parents were. He wanted his daughter, but was afraid of hurting her like he did Nora. He went to the only person who would give him real straight answer.

Chapter 20
Bo walked in Asa’a mansion. He saw Asa.
“Hey Pa.”
“Boy, what you doing here?”
“Pa I need advice.”
“You know my advice, find Nora and beg her forgiveness.”
“Pa, Nora had a baby, my baby.”
Bo saw his father stop his work. He looked over at Bo.
“Nora had your child?”
“Yes, she sent me custody paper two months ago, they just arrived.”
“What are doing here, run, run to her and your child.”
“Pa! I am afraid, what if I hurt my daughter like I hurt her mother. PA! I love Nora with all that I am and look what I did to her.”
“Bo you were incredibly stupid, but Nora is allowing you a second chance. Do you truly think Nora would have sent you these papers if she thought you’d hurt your daughter Bo? Do you?”
“No.”
“Then go get you daughter and the woman you love.”
Bo looked at his father. He felt his father’s determination.
“You’re right, can I borrow the jet?”
Asa smiled.
“About time you got your head out of your ass.”

Chapter 21
Bo landed in Chicago a few hours later. He looked at the address on the custody papers. He found a townhouse in a nice part of Chicago. He stood on the sidewalk, suddenly fear caused his legs to become lead. Something caught his eye. He saw her in the window, her red hair longer than he had seen it years. Then he saw the small bundle in her arms, his daughter. Bo moved towards the door and rang the bell. He waited for a couple of minutes. Nora opened the door. She looked him over.
“I expected you two months ago.”
“Your letter got lost in the mail, I just got it today. Pa lent me the jet.”
She move to the side and he entered. Bo looked at her, his heart skipped a beat. She was beautiful. His heart broke a bit, her expression was stone.
“Can I see her?”
Nora nodded
“Follow me.”
Bo followed her upstairs. His stomach was getting knots. Nora stopped and looked at him.
“Bo, please, I know you are good man, but don’t hurt her like you did me.”
Bo heart sank, he blinked away tears. He couldn’t trust himself to speak, he just nodded. Nora sighed and opened the door. Nora walked over to the crib. She lifted Emma out. Bo held his breath, they were a sight of beauty. Nora walked towards Bo with Emma.
“Bo meet you daughter Emma.”
Bo felt his hands clam up, he was so nervous. He put his arms out, Nora gently put Emma in his arms. Bo felt his heart heal slightly looking down at her face. She looked like Nora even had her red hair. Emma stirred in his arms and opened her eyes slightly. He could see they were blue. He felt his tears start to fall, he looked up at Nora who was also crying. He finally croaked out.
“She’s perfect Red”
He heard Nora whisper.
“I know, she has your eyes.”
Bo just kept staring at Emma. She started to fuss.
“Bo she’s hungry. I need to feed her.”
Bo handed her back to Nora, he began to walk out the room to give her privacy.
“Bo you can stay.”
He turned back, Nora was already sitting and feeding their daughter. He watched in awe. Nora lifted Emma off her breast and covered up. Emma was sound asleep. Nora put her back in the crib. She and Bo quietly let the room.
“You want some coffee Bo?”
Bo felt slight relief, she wasn’t going just toss him out.
“I’d love some.”
He followed her to the kitchen. The silence was screaming. He and Nora had never had issues with silence. She looked at him and he looked at her.
“You look beautiful Nora.”
She blushed.
“Thank you. You look like hell.”
He laughed
“I haven’t been doing well.”
“Bo, why?”
Bo swallowed hard, give it to Nora to get to the point.
“Because I was drunk and totally stupid and jealous. Nora I’ve been in love with you for so long, and after what had happened after our first time together. I was so afraid of losing you and pushing too hard. Then you came to me again, I was so happy, I saw Trent and I just figured you were going to say what you said to me after the first time. I was so stupid. Even if you don’t love me, I had no right to say such things to you.”
Nora was silent after he was done for a minute before she spoke.
“Bo I wasn’t going to run, I was ready to settle down with you. Because I was in love with you.” Bo felt his heart split, she was in love with him, he could have had her, he could have been there through the pregnancy, he could have been there for her and his daughter. Bo put his face in his hand and cried.
“I am the stupidest man that ever lived. Nora, I am so sorry, there is nothing I can do to make up for this. I just am so sorry, I love you so much. I will abide by whatever want, I am just happy you are letting me see my daughter.”
Nora sighed.
“Bo I will never keep your daughter away from you.”
“I know, but after what happened between us, I wouldn’t have blamed you if you had.”
A cry went through the house.
“You want to get her?”
Bo looked up and smiled.
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah.” Bo walked towards the nursery. His heart was beating fast, as he opened the door. Emma was fussing in her crib.
“Hey there sweetie, what’s wrong?”
He picked up the tiny baby. He rocked her a bit, she calmed.
“Yeah, that’s daddy’s girl”
He held her close and smelled her. She smelled so good. He heard Nora walking in the room.
“How is it going you two?”
“I think well.”
“She’s quiet so that is a good sign. Bo, Emma has a doctor’s appointment in an hour, do you want to come?”
“Is she okay?”
Bo felt a panic his body.
“Yeah, just a checkup.”
Bo calmed down.
“I would love to.”

Chapter 22
Bo, Nora, and Emma had returned from the doctors. Bo was shocked by all the stuff that is required when taking an infant out of the house. They walk through the door. Bo put down Emma’s seat and her diaper bag. Nora followed behind. The appointment went well, Emma was growing like she should. Bo was memorized by his daughter. She didn’t do much, but it was fascinating to him. Nora laughed at him a few times.
“Bo she’s a baby, they all do that.”
“No, she is amazing!”
Nora rolled her eyes.
Bo took Emma out of her car seat.
“How’s daddy’s girl?”
“Probably getting hungry”
Bo handed Emma to Nora. Nora feed her in front of Bo, Bo realized he was living a dream. Watching Nora feed their child, he had dreamed of this for years. It was happening. He realized he needs to win her back.  Emma fell asleep and Nora put her in the crib. Bo waited for Nora in the living room. She came back in the room.
“Nora, I have missed you so much, please let me back in your life, more than Emma’s father. Let me be your best friend and your lover.”
Nora cried.
“Bo I don’t know, you hurt me so much, more than I ever thought possible.” She blew out a shaky breath. “Bo you told me I was your soulmate, I believe that we are, that is why this whole thing hurt more than either of could ever imagine. We lost ourselves when you did that to me.”
“Nora, I am so sorry, the next day after I remembered the horrible things I said to you, I felt like I was ripped in half. I had hurt the one person in the world that meant more than anything to me. I will do what it takes to get your trust back.”
“Bo you came for our daughter the same day you found out, that says a lot.”
Bo smiled.
“Nora I’ve dreamed for so long you being the mother of children, so very long.”
Nora stood up and walked to him. She put her hand on his face she bent down and kissed him. For the first time in nearly a year Bo started to feel whole. He had hope. Bo smiled at Nora and held her to him.

Chapter 23
Bo called Asa to let him know about Nora and the baby.
“You stay in Chicago son, take care of your girls.”
“I plan to Pa.”
“Bo, fight, fight for Nora, she is worth it.”
“I am Pa, I am not losing her this time.”
“Good, now give my grandbaby a kiss for me, tell her and Nora I love them both.”
“Will do.”
Bo hung up and noticed Nora standing behind him.
“How much did you hear?”
“Just enough, Asa?”
“Yeah, he is excited about the baby, he sends his love.”
“I miss him”
“He really missed you tool”
Bo suddenly felt shy around Nora. He looked at her, very nervous he’d say the wrong thing.
“Nora, I am going to stay in Chicago for a while. I got a room at the Hilton down the road. I want to be here for you and Emma.”
“Bo, I am happy you are staying, I want Emma to know you and the rest of the family.”
“I need to get to the hotel and check in, I’ll be back in an hour, okay?”
“That is fine, Emma will still be asleep for a good 45 minutes.”
“You want to go out for dinner? I know it isn’t easy with the baby, but want to try?”
“Yeah, there is a great place two blocks over. You’ll need a suit.”
“No problem. You make the reservations?”
“Yeah.”
Bo walked over to Nora and kissed her on the cheek. He left to go to his hotel. He checked in, clean and changed into a suit that he knew Nora loved. He looked at the time, it was time to head back to Nora’s place.

Chapter 24
Bo walked up to the door and knocked.  There was no answer, he reached for the knob, it was unlocked. He opened the door.
“Nora?”
Then he heard her yell back,
“I’m in the bathroom Bo, I’ll be out soon.”
He let himself in. He walked to Emma’s room and went in.  Emma was awake kicking her little feet in the air. Bo walked over and smiled.
“How’s my girl?”
Emma smiled at him kicking her body even harder. Bo lifted her up and placed her on his chest. He held her rubbing her back talking to her. Emma gurgled back answers to his question.
“You two having fun?”
Bo turned around, his heart beat a little faster seeing her in a robe.
“Yeah, we are just solving the world problems.”
“Well, let me get her feed and both of us dressed and we’ll be out in 20 minutes.”
Bo gently handed Emma to Nora.
“You look handsome Bo.”
Bo smiled at her leaving her and Emma alone.
He went to the living room and waited for them to get ready. He heard Nora descending the stairs. His heart wasn’t prepared for what it saw. Emma wearing an adorable pink dress and Nora wearing a magnificent little black dress. He looked in awe.
“Wow, you two look amazing.”
Nora smiled she handed Emma to Bo.
“We better get ready, are reservation is in 20 minutes.”
He and Nora grabbed all of Emma’s essentials and headed out as a family for the first time.
The dinner when really well, Bo and Nora enjoyed their dinner and oh and awed at their daughters exploits. They laughed together. I was feeling like old times.  Bo and Nora decided to take Emma for a walk in the park. The night was beautiful. Bo pushed the stroller as he and Nora walked. They found a bench and sat down. Bo took Emma out of the stroller and placed her on his lap. Nora put her hand in Bo’s and laid her head on his shoulder. Bo heart about exploded, this is what dreams were made of. Nora sighed and lifted her head. Her and Bo’s eyes meet, they leaned down, their lips meet. Bo held her tight as they kissed. Their daughter made her presence known a minute later. They pulled apart and laughed.
“Better head home.”
“Yeah.”
Bo escorted his beautiful women home. Nora asked him to come in to get Emma ready for bed.  He excitedly agreed.  He helped Nora with Emma’s bath and putting her in her jammies. It was quite the undertaking. Bo watched Nora feed her one last time as Emma fell asleep. When she did, Nora handed her to him. Bo gently put his daughter back in her crib, he rubbed her little belly as she slept. He and Nora stood watching her sleep. He felt Nora’s hand in his, she pulled him towards the door. The quietly exited the room.
Bo pulled Nora to him and hugged her tight, kissed her.
“Thank you Red.”
“Bo, thank you for coming for us.”
“I love you, I will always come for you.”
He kissed her goodnight and left.

Chapter 25(mature)
The next two months Bo stayed in Chicago. He got to know his daughter and tried to regain Nora’s love and trust.  He made progress with both.  Nora would let him stay over a few times in the guest room.  He loved every minute of it, especially when Nora let him hold and kiss her. Which was happening more frequently.  
A week ago he and Nora put Emma to bed together like that had been for the past couple of months.  Nora put her hand in his like she always had, but this time when they got out of Emma’s room. Nora gently pushed him into the wall and passionately kissed him. Bo reacted by grabbing and holding her close to him.  Nora pulled away from him and smiled her hand reached in between them and opened his pants. She pulled him out, she proceeded to kneel down and give him the best blow job of his life. He grabbed her hair and shoulders trying to let her know he was about to come. Nora didn’t stop, she continued to suck him until he came into her mouth. She took him out of her mouth, he was spent.  He moan when she licked him one more time. She put him back in his pants and kissed her way up his body. She kissed his lips.
“Good night Bo.”
She turned and went to her bedroom. Bo was to out of it to do anything. He left her house amazed by what had just happened. That had been a week ago.
Every night since then they kept pushing the envelope without actually having sex.  Last night had been one of the hottest. After Emma went to sleep, Nora pulled him into the guest room and stripped for him. She kissed him.
“Get naked cowboy.”
He did as instructed. Nora directed him to stand at the end of the bed and placed his hands on his hardness.
“Show me what you like, I’ll show you what I like.”
Bo watched as Nora laid in front of him on the bed and to pleausred herself. Bo moved his body in between her spread legs and pumped himself over her beautiful naked body as she matched his rhythm with her fingers inside her tight body. Bo couldn’t resist, he bent down and licked her breasts. Nora moaned and arched her body. They Bo heard her come, he couldn’t hold it anymore and pumped his fist a little faster and came. He fell on the bed next to her. She sat up and straddled his body. She smiled at him and grabbed his hand, placing it at her wetness.
“Make me come Bo.” Bo growled his fingers pumped her body. Nora arched whimpering with pleasure. Bo flipped them over and pressing into her even harder, Nora began to tighten, he pressed his thumb on her button. Nora came hard, Bo didn’t let up he continued to pump her. Nora’s body began to shake from non stop orgasm. Bo didn’t stop until she was laying limp, her body was twitching from her last subsiding orgasm.  Bo bent down kissing her, moving her damp hair out of her face.
“I love you Nora.”
She smiled at him weakly. He lay next to her, she fell asleep.  He picked her up gently and put her in her own bed. He got dressed, checked on Emma kissing her goodnight and left the house. He was loving this, but he really need to hear her tell him she loved him, otherwise they would not be able to move on.

Chapter 26(mature)
Bo came over to Nora’s the next day. He played with Emma in the morning as Nora got around, obviously still trying to recover from the night before. She walked into the living room, Bo saw her give them a big smile.
“Hey you two, having fun without me?”
“Yeah, but it is always better when you are around.” Nora bent down and kissed both of them.
“How about we head to the park today then lunch at LeSalle?” Bo smiled and her then turned to Emma.
“What do you think? You want some fries today?” Emma giggled and smiled. “I think that is a yes.”
Bo got Emma around in the stroller as Nora cleaned up the house. They go to walk out, Bo stops her and kisses her. He presses his forehead onto hers.
“Nora, I love you so much, these past two months have been amazing and beyond my dreams. But Nora I need to know do you feel the same? I will always love you and I will be here for you and and Emma, no matter you answer.”
Nora eyes began to water, she looked deep in his eyes.
“Bo can I  answer that tonight when Emma is asleep?”
Bo kissed her.
“Yes, but don’t think you can distract me with sex tonight, okay?”
“Yeah.”
The day was so much fun, Emma was really starting to notice her world and seemed to be fascinated by everything. Bo and Nora kissed several times through the day and held hands. Finally it was evening and they performed the night lightly rituals. Once Emma was out, they snuck downstairs. Nora turned towards Bo.
“Bo Buchanan I am in love with you.”
Bo felt his pulse sky rocket. He couldn’t speak, he didn’t trust his sense. He couldn’t possible just heard that. Nora started to caress his face. He looked up at her. Her eyes, he had missed those big brown eyes. Nora leaned down and kissed him again, this time more passionately. Bo wrapped his arms around her and pulled her body to him. Nora lifted way and put her hand out to him.
“Bo make love with me”
Bo took her hand, she lead him to a bedroom. She turned around, the began to kiss again. Bo felt her hands removing his clothes. Reality hit him. He pulled away from her slightly.
“Red? Are you sure about this?”
She smiles and kisses him again.
“Very sure.”
Bo smiled.
“I love you so much Red.”
He picked her up and took her to the bed. Gently the laid them both on top. Nora had stripped him of all his clothes. He began to take her clothes off, he got everything off except her panties.
“So beautiful”
He slowly move her panties down her long legs. As soon as he got them off, he positioned himself between her legs. He kissed her reaching his fingers towards her her folds. He separated her stroking her several times. Nora’s breath was growing heavy her breast heaved, it was a sight he loved. Her body flushed red from her arousal.
“Bo, please”
Bo looked in her eyes and guided himself  in her tightness. He let go of himself and pressed completely inside of her. Nora moaned as he slowly moved. Nora grabbed the headboard as Bo rocked into her.Neither of them touching except where they were joined. Nora arched into him. He began rock his hips faster and harder. Soon the only sound heard in room was their bodies slapping together with their heavy breathing. Bo loved how erotic their lovemaking was, he began to slip. His hips started to thrust into Nora hard, with every thrust he ground his pelvis into hers, grinding into her clit. Nora body stiffened, Bo felt her body painfully tighten around him. Then she exploded around him. Bo thrust one last time.
“I love you Red” His seed exploded deep in her body. Nora’s hand caressed his face.
“I love you Bo.”

Chapter 27
Bo woke to the bedroom door opening. He looked up and Nora came in with food, wearing his shirt only partial buttoned and nothing else. She smiled at him when she saw he was awake.
“Hey big boy, sleep well?”
“Fantastic, get you hot body over here with that food.” Nora giggle and crawled up to him. Bo brought her to his lips and kiss.
“Love you.”
“Love you too”
Nora settled in his arms cuddling close as they ate their breakfast. Once they had finished, Bo pushed her down on the bed kissing, caressing her body. He just finished unbuttoning his top that she had been wearing when he heard Emma cry. He groaned and put his face in her breast. Nora giggled.
“Welcome to fatherhood Bo.”
Bo got up and padded to Emma’s room. He picked up the crying infant.
“What is the matter sweetie? You hungry? Let’s get you to mom.”
Bo went back to her room and handed Emma to her. Nora brought Emma to her and began to to feed her.  Bo sat next to them on the bed with arms around her and Emma. He kissed Emma’s head and then Nora’s hair. He signed with utter contentment.

The next day Bo and Emma had the house to themselves Nora had been working part time for a client, it was a fluff case, but Nora being Nora gave 110%. Bo put Emma in her high chair and started to make dinner for them. He talked to Emma and she gurgle a response. He put his casserole in the oven and turned towards his daughter.
“You know little one, I am going to tell you a secret, but you gotta promise not to tell you mama ok?”
Emma giggle and squealed grabbing for her father.
“I’ll take that as a yes.”
He pulled out the ring he had given her once, he had kept on him since she returned it a year ago.
“I am going to ask you mom to marry me, what you think?”
Emma clapped.
“I think it a good idea too.”
He picked Emma up and headed to the living room, he turned on the radio and began to dance with his daughter. He heard the door open.
“Mama’s home!”
Nora appeared with a big smile on her face.
“How are my favorite baby and papa doing?”
Bo walked over kissed her. Emma grabbed for Nora. Nora took her and cuddled her.
“We are doing great! Dinner should be ready soon.”
“Yeah!”
Dinner was wonderful, both Bo and Nora could feel the freedom of knowing that they both loved each other. Emma entertained them most of the dinner. Nora had been slowly giving her solids, but Emma felt tonight she deserved more. She was able to grab Bo’s salad bowl. Salad went everywhere. They laughed and clean up after her, at least it was lettuce. Nora got Emma around for bed as Bo cleaned up the kitchen. She came down with Emma, both she and Nora were in their PJs. Bo kissed them both before Nora took her up to put down.
Bo heard Nora come down the stairs, he went to meet her. Nora smiled at him.
“Hey handsome.”
They kissed Bo took her hands and led her to the living room. They sat on the couch. Nora cuddled against him and sighed.
“Nora.”
“Hmm?”
“I have something really important to talk to you about.”
Nora lifted her head up and look at with a puzzled expression.
“Bo is something wrong?”
He kissed her.
“No, but Nora.” He reached in his pocket and pulled the ring out. He looked at Nora who had tears forming. “Will you marry me?”
Nora pulled him to her and kissed him passionately.
“Yes! I will marry Bo Buchanan.”
They both laughed as Bo shakily put the ring on her finger. Nora put his face in her hands and kissed him.
“Bo, this is a dream come true.”
He smiled.
“It is for me too honey.”
Nora took his hands and led them to the bedroom where they celebrated long into the night.

Chapter 28
“Pa, I understand you are excited, but we need to do this our way.”
“Boy, I just want this to be perfect for you two!”
“It will, Pa Nora and I have everything under control.”
“Fine. Give your girls a kiss for me.”
“Will do.”
Bo hung up and headed towards his daughter room. Emma had grown a great deal, she was 7 months old. Bo was loving every moment of fatherhood.
“What’s up princess, you ready to get out of there? Mama will be home soon, we’ve got a big appointment with the wedding planner. I know I know, you are too excited, but please keep you baby words to yourself.”
Emma grunted and grabbed for Bo. He picked her up and changed her. Nora came home. Bo kissed her and handed her Emma. They left the house heading towards the planners.
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“Well we have many options when it comes to food, vegan is becoming quite popular.” Bo choked a laugh back as Nora made a disgusted look on her face.
“No, I think we want meat, and lots of it. In fact I don’t think we want anything healthy.”
“What?”
The wedding planner seemed utterly confused by them, Nora befuddled her with everything.  Bo took Emma from Nora while she leafed through the catalog.
“Here! Deserts, that is what we care about!”
“Ok, Ms. Hanen. we can do that if you are sure?”
“Yes I am.”
The wedding was in less than two months and they had everything almost ready, this was really the last thing that needed to be done. Bo bounced Emma on his knee while waiting for them to be done. It was nearly time for her to eat and she was getting fussy, Bo was trying to distract her. Emma wasn't having it, she let out a large wail, Nora turned.
“That is what I want, we have to go our daughter is demanding lunch.”
Bo picked up Emma and they left.
They went to a local restaurant Emma ate off Bo and Nora’s plates happy as a clam to get her tummy filled. They talked a bit about the wedding.
“Well look at this? Is this just a picture of perfection?”
Bo and Nora both tensed. Bo turned praying it wasn’t who he thought it was.
“Lindsay, what are doing here?”
“Well hello to you too, long time no see? I am here with my husband, we had a meeting in this area, I think the better question is what are you both doing here and whose baby is this.”
Bo shot Nora look who seemed liked she was ready to rip Lindsay’s head off. Bo cleared his throat.
“We uh live in Chicago, we had a meeting also in the area, this is our daughter.”
“Your daughter? Well well well, interesting. Jeeze Bo I thought I was crazy when I called you out for loving Nora, huh. Well she is a beautiful little girl.”
In the mean time a man came walking up behind Lindsay, Bo could only assume it was her husband.
“Come on Lindsay we got to go or we’ll...Nora?”
Bo whipped his head around to Nora who looked like she had seen a ghost.
“Sam..hi.”
“Wow Nora Gannon, look at you, you look exactly the same.”
Lindsay pipped up.
“Wait you know Nora?”
“Yeah we worked together a long time ago, tried to get her to date me but she wouldn’t ever accept.”
Nora tore her food in small bits giving them to Emma as he spoke. Nora finally spoke
“Yeah, that was a very long time ago. Um Sam this is my fiance Bo and our daughter Emma.” Sam shook Bo’s hand.
“We need to go, nice seeing you both.”
Emma squealed all the sudden. Bo realized they accidently given her a hot pepper, she wasn’t a happy baby. Nora took it from her and made Emma drink milk to calm her down.
Sam and Lindsay left as Emma calmed down. Bo looked at Nora who was jumpy.
“Red?”
“I don’t want to talk about here Bo, when we get home.”

Chapter 29
When they get home Nora is quiet, Bo puts Emma in her play area.
“Are you going tell me what happened in the restaurant.”
“Bo I had an affair with Sam. It was a long time ago. He wanted more, I couldn’t give it him. It was a very messy by the time it ended. I haven’t even thought about him in years.”
“Ok, so what got you so tense.”
“Bo he used me to in his divorce to the wife before Lindsay.”
“What do you mean used?”
“I mean when we had the affair he was in a separation. I ended it soon after it began. He put my name in his divorce proceedings as his mistress. Then he had the nerve to ask me to marry him after his divorce finalized.”
“So you are angry at him still?”
“Yes and no, I am more upset that he reminds me of a really bad time in my life.”
Bo nodded he could understand that.
“I just hope we never have to worry about running in to them again.”
Nora sighed and nodded. She looked at him and laughed.
“Oh Bo, can you believe we are this close to have a dream wedding and we run into two exes who married each other.”
Bo laughed, he hadn’t thought of that way. He hugged Nora and kissed her.
“I love you so much Red.” Nora snuggled into him and sighed
“I love you too, even though you were once married to Lindsay.”
He laughed and held her close.

Chapter 30
The next two months flew. Emma was crawling, which means Bo and Nora had to watch her like a hawk. She loved to get into everything. Bo found her one day in her room, she had somehow managed to knock the baby powder from the changing table and cover herself and most of the room in powder. It took Bo and Nora nearly a week to get the nursery cleaned.
Bo was feeling the knots in his stomach tomorrow he’d be married to the women of his dreams.  She was staying at her parents, everyone insisted that they stay apart. This broke both of their hearts, Bo more so because Nora took Emma with her. The house was quiet too quiet. He couldn’t sleep, the bedroom smelled of Nora. He moved around the house the nursery so empty without his little girl. He went to the living room and watch tv, he finally fell asleep.
He woke to the phone ringing. He picked it up.
“Hey handsome.”
Bo sighed
“Hey beautiful, missed you and Emma so much last night.”
“We missed you too, I can’t believe we’ll be married in less than 8 hours.”
“I can’t wait, I love you so much.”
“I love you too.”
He hears Emma squealing in the back ground.
“I think that Emma’s I love you.”
Bo heart ached.
“I miss you both, I’ll see you soon.”
“Bye baby”
Bo hung up. There was a knock, he answered. It was Asa, Clint, Joey, and Kevin came piling in.
“Boy it is time to get you married.”
The Buchanan men all got around and got the church in plenty of time. Bo nervously waited at the altar for the wedding to start. He could hear Emma in the foyer talking in her special baby language, he knew Nora was near. The music finally started and Bo watched the procession. Nora started come down the aisle, Asa one side and Len on the other. Asa held Emma as they walked. Bo heart nearly burst, she looks so beautiful in her wedding gown. They got to him. Bo shook Lens hand hugged Asa and kissed Emma, then he took Nora’s hand. They smiled at each other as they walked to the altar together. Bo recited his vows never leaving Nora’s face. They exchanged rings and when they were allowed to kiss Bo held her and kissed for a good minute before the Buchanan men started to make suggestive noises. They pulled apart laughing. Bo took her arm and walked towards Asa taking Emma, they walked out of the church and began the rest of their lives together. Bo’s heart finally getting all it wants.
The End

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